Sixty Eight Days of Silence- What Happens When Life Flows So Fast You Begin...
Oh my loves. How I’ve missed writing/sharing/being with you. Or have I just missed myself and how I reflect the light of who I am off your eyes when I write here? Hmmm… How glorious would it have been...
View ArticleThe Single Most Powerful Decision to Change Your Life
My heart is beating. I’m excited to find the soul space to write to you, again. So happy and excited and yet my heart beats from another space. A space that is rising to the challenge of observing my...
View ArticleMy Addiction- Accepting and Releasing: Part 9
“I shall go the way of the open sea, to the land I knew before you came, and the cool ocean breezes shall blow me from the memory of your name.” Laurence Hope I’m spending a lot of time facing the...
View ArticleRaising Sexually Retarded Children- Unpopular Parenting in A Radically Modern...
“They say that kids who play with their food will have a really great sex life. My daughter is going to be a slut.” (I wish I remembered who made that up). So, this article is about how to raise...
View ArticleChronic Pain and Body Malfunction- What The Hell Do I Do With Myself- Part 3
Slowly it’s seeping in how bad things are in my body, how off my entire body is. Maybe a reflection of my soul-state, maybe an expression of emotional unresolved issues I’m still carrying around,...
View ArticleChronic Pain and Body Dysfunction- Falling Apart, Relearning & What Happens...
This is not fun. And I was naive to think it would be fun. I thought it would be some more of my beloved Eye of the Tiger, hear me roar because I am that powerful kind of stuff. It’s not. It’s a slow,...
View ArticleChronic Pain and Body Malfunction- Overwhelm After The Confidence Wanes- Part...
I cannot straighten my body. I am locked, like a pretzel down, hunched, worse than what the cane-walking-elderly-lady-looks-like-in-an-old-movie hunched. I cannot stand. I have just watched an hour and...
View ArticleChronic Pain and Body Malfunction- The Impossibility of Doing Nothing- Part Six
THE IMPOSSIBILITY OF DOING NOTHING: That’s what’s so hard here. Not only do I feel totally frustrated. You may as well put me in diapers now. It’s maddening to be constantly correcting yourself over...
View ArticleI Have Already Arrived- Seeing Butterflies & The Core Essence of What Is
Butterflies dance and play before me. They flit and flutter and flirt with my soul. They always have, they always do. Sometimes, I just don’t see them. I’m a good student here on Earth School. I’ve...
View Article10 Year Old Children Today- Modern Parenting Failure #231
There is nothing more that I need to add to this gem. Thank you rara364446 for the simple, yet profound slap in the face.
View ArticleHow To Live with a Teenage Who Hates You- A Mother’s Tale
This sucks. This absolutely suck. I’m getting emotionally beaten up to a pulp. I’m feeling tense and uncomfortable in my own home on mildly good days and like a perpetual victim of helplessness and...
View ArticleAnd Then There Were Five- How Quietly Lovely Those Moments Can Be
Three are in the shower, three in the pool, and one’s gone home. She [again] didn’t feel comfortable with the sexually-infused banter of normal hormone-pulsing teen talk and the touchy-feely...
View ArticleAnd I Was Here- Rebirthing Myself
And so it is, sometimes, or maybe all the time but we just don’t fully realize it… You’re this leaf, vibrant, swaying in the breeze, feeling so alive and lush and moist…. and then you fall, it all...
View ArticleHow to Parent Out of Control Teens- Vibrations of Pain- The Journey Begins
“My 16 year old called me a slut. What am I supposed to do with that?” “I’m a single mom . I’m scared of my teenage son’s rage. I don’t know what to do.” “It’s constant tension in my house. You can’t...
View ArticleHow to Parent Out of Control Teens- Metamorphosis- Part Two
Session one. Nervous chatter. They don’t know each other. They don’t know me. They don’t like this feeling of being vulnerable- I’m here cuz I don’t know how to parent my teenage child. I’m here cuz I...
View ArticleHow to Parent Out of Control Teens- Allusions, Throw Up, and Rejection – Part...
There are holes in my walls, we’ve already removed the doors, and a few windows are cracked. They are destroying not just me and each other but the physical house we live in as well. So, last week, I...
View ArticleI Found A Condom- Teens & Sex- Parenting Teens- Part Four
I found a box of condoms in his room. What? I’m shocked. He’s the most immature child in this universe. He is not ready in any way to have sex. What the hell do I do? Well, he obviously is ready, or he...
View ArticleHow to Parent Teens- An Unforgivable Message- Trampled & Pissed- Part Five
I came home from work, so exhausted. I just wanted to put my feet up for a minute. Drink my coffee. And then she came into my face and started arguing and making these noises to annoy me on purpose. I...
View ArticleCompulsive Eating, Emotional Avoidance, and ADHD- How My Cookie Crumbles
So, last night I went to bed pregnant and bloated like a tightly stretched animal hive over an overblown balloon. I did this to myself. Again. I hated myself. Again. I ate that peach cuz fruit is good...
View ArticleWhen the Heart Opens and Cries- Panic Attacks of the Soul
Yes, it’s actually me. It’s been forever and a half and so it should have been, for otherwise it would have been different, right? I’ve been in bed a lot lately, joyfully, not cuz I’ve been ill but...
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